We was in Berlin a week ago , a lot of histiric about world war ll . My hand touching Berlin wall make me remember my escaped from Vietnam ... My escaped from my country in 1978 , very very emotion feeling of that moment when my hand touched the wall . All the past is coming back , surely to remember all , everything i thought just over but now back in my head again ...... all things happen that i just want completely forget , for all those long long years pass by ... i just assumed that was my last life now just coming back . for those pass years everyday i just told myself keep going keep going and dont look back , i created the song " take it easy " and keep singing everyday with that song .
I missed my Dad and wish he can be here with me and my Mom in this life but he never coming back and we been waiting for 40 years already . Time went by so fast , it seem just like yesterday . Mom and me miss you so much Daddy . Every year i'm celebrate father day with my children , look as my husband with a happy face i love him more and so pround of myself with the family we been together build up .... but close my eyes with a tears drop i missed that wonderful moment with my Dad with my Mom with my little brother. , all those people in the family that i had before .... all that people , all the good time is gone and never come back .
I been escaped that hard feeling .... that emotion feeling always keep following me anytime i free . so im keeping myself my soul busy with my canvas with my colors with my pathway that i been created and wish everything become true since i left my country . Colors make me happy so tell you the true im using color to help myself going through each day and i have to said thank you for all those love song that keep me alive with love .
i knew surely that singing and painting make me feel love again and i can let myself went through. all trouble in life that i had met when i put myself and my feeling to my canvas or sang all those songs that i love . i'm. really feel free at that time and that was the time i did my meditation my therapy with my creation . Life is so wonderful with my little world , i can do whatever i like , i can do magic thing just only one stroke , i can go from rocky mountain to a peacefull river or a angry water fall to a shang -ri la per half .
Life is so wonderfull with the way is it , just we are the one who created more things that make life not peaceful , i should believed in that and just let go just let go the pass because i really dont have much time to think about that no more . I'm very sorry if my writing today isn't make you happy ... But i'm just like to share my feeling each day with all of you because all of you was make my life so grateful . Thank you for being with me everyday , thank you for all those letter made me love laugh and cry each day with all of you .
love you all from Anhthuy .